~Once~  by Peal Jam

I admit it...what's to say...yeah...
I'll relive it...without pain...mmm...
Backstreet lover on the side of the road
I got a bomb in my temple that is gonna explode
I got a sixteen gauge buried under my clothes, I play...
Once upon a time I could control myself
Ooh, once upon a time I could lose myself, yeah...
Oh, try and mimic what's insane...ooh, yeah...
I am in it...where do I stand?
Oh, Indian summer and I hate the heat
I got a backstreet lover on the passenger seat
I got my hand in my pocket, so determined, discreet...I pray...
Once upon a time I could control myself
Ooh, once upon a time I could lose myself, yeah, yeah...
You think I got my eyes closed
But I'm lookin' at you the whole fuckin' time...
Ooh, once upon a time I could control myself, yeah...
Once upon a time I could lose myself, yeah, yeah, yeah...
Once, upon a time I could love myself, yeah...
Once upon a time I could love you, yeah, yeah, yeah...
Once [4x]
Yeah...once, once...yeah, yeah...
Yeah...yeah, yeah...yeah, yeah...oww

"When I was a child I caught a fleeting glimpse,
Out of the corner of my eye.
I turned to look but it was gone.
I cannot put my finger on it now.
The child is grown, the dream is gone.
I have become comfortably numb." ~ Pink Floyd

sometimes we need to be numb others we need to be drowzy but many times we all just need a little friend named "H" evreyone says " BE A MAN!"  "IT'S TIME TO GROW UP!" but somedays you just wanna lay down and let  the "h" take hold "h" is not just a drug it is a dissease it is an escape it is a slow suicide it is a friend when you are in need it is always there for you untill you dont have the money then it betrays you and stabs you in the back like the stupid MOTHER FUCKER THAT IT IS! h may be a friend for some but it is a bad friend one that you dont need..........

"There is no pain, you are receding.
A distant ship's smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're sayin'.
When I was a child I had a fever.
My hands felt just like two balloons.
Now I got that feeling once again.
I can't explain, you would not understand.
This is not how I am."~ Pink Floyd

~Never stop shining~

~~Silent Epidemic~~ by me (james)

Faces crooked

eye balls faded

to many tears i have yet to cry

broken wings can only hope to fly

fall deper in this curse

evrey day pain getting worse

pain spreading like a dissease

to stressed to finish this high

my heart stops then i die......